burning out...

cant take this shit anymore.
honestly.
i dont know what to do.
i dont know what will happen to me, and everyone seems so worried. why?
im not keeping up pace. in any respect.

i dont know how im going to survive, everyone is pushing so hard.

im sick of myself. im just trouble and effort for no result.

ill try and keep going...
but this song is depressing, just tells you how hard life has to be

VENTILATOR BLUES
When your spine is cracking and your hands, they shake,
Heart is bursting and you butt's gonna break.
Your woman's cussing, you can hear her scream,
You feel like murder in the first degree.
Ain't nobody slowing down no way,
Ev'rybody's stepping on their accelerator,
Don't matter where you are,
Ev'rybody's gonna need a ventilator.
When you're trapped and circled with no second chances,
Your code of living is your gun in hand.
We can't be browed by beating, we can't be cowed by words,
Messed by cheating, ain't gonna ever learn.
Ev'rybody walking 'round,
Ev'rybody trying to step on their Creator.
Don't matter where you are, ev'rybody, ev'rybody gonna
Need some kind of ventilator, some kind of ventilator.
What you gonna do about it, what you gonna do?
What you gonna do about it, what you gonna do?
Gonna fight it, gonna fight it?
Don't fight it. Don't fight it.